Hello Stuckhurt: I'm sorry you are experiencing so much difficulty. I hope you are able to find some solution to your pain & medication struggles. I don't know if I've mentioned PsychCentral's sister website: NeuroTalk to you in previous posts. But there is a forum on NT specifically dedicated to neuropathy. So if you haven't checked out NT previously, you might take a look at the forums over there & see if you feel like there is anything there that would be of benefit:

https://www.neurotalk.org/