Hi sophiesmom

I really do respect those feelings and I know it's/everything has to be so hard for you, right now..........
But it's about wanting the way you're feeling/everything going on for you to be over/to be gone, right?? And that's totally understandable
And maybe with some real help, some real support......from whatever resources you have over there......I know getting, even wanting (!!) help can sometimes be so hard........seem impossible or pointless..........but you do deserve that........you are so worth it..........and so worth fighting for.........because the way you're feeling right now does not have to be all there is..........you're worth speaking up for..........seeking that help

Alison