As if the broken windshield of my car is not enough, I was going to take my mom's van to work tomorrow. She doesn't have to babysit so she won't need the van.

Today, just a few minutes ago, mom and i were going to do some shopping. We took the van out of the garage and dad thought he would put in some window washer fluid. Unfortuantely, the cable/spring that connected the lever that you pull from in the car to the hood of the car broke. Now the hood won't close properly, it's not locked, and shakes when the van moves.

Dad blames everyone but himself. Not even the fact that things happen. He said if it weren't for us going out, he wouldn't be putting in the washer fluid. Well, it was his idea and he was the one who pulled the lever.

He seem to think I'm jinxed or something cuz it was my car, and i was in the driver seat in the van when the cable broke.
Feeling anxious, scared (cops), then worried, angry (cars), and more anxiety cuz of the dinners just before the weekend.

So far, it has been one hell of a rotten week! I'm ready to lose it and tempting to 'do' something bad.