There is a problem with people falling in the middle (((hugs))). To rich to qualify for cost free help but not wealthy enough to afford quality care. I'm fortunate as I can advocate for myself....WHEN IM WELL ENOUGH. I'm fortunate because I have an educated husband who can advocate for me when I'm not well enough. There are a great many poor people who are too unwell to do so and not educated enough to even know about the programs and services available to help them.....that is terribly, terribly sad. I'm glad you can advocate for yourself and hope you get something reasonable to help. Why be on daily meds with horrible side effects when a few Ativan a month, taken strategically and safety could provide much better results with a fraction of the short and long term side effects?