my cmments in bold what you wrote is in "quotes."
I took librium in high school for a short time. It didn't do thing one for me. "I'm still taking the librium. Not a lot though. Just 10mg at night before bed. I'm not sure if it's doing anything though. I don't think I'm on a high enough dose. I'll probably ask to go off that too, so I can be completely benzodiazepine free. "

"It's just lousy because those are the only things that work for my anxiety completely." If this clinic does not solve my problem, since they won't rx benzodiazapines by rule, I may have to change clinics.

"I have to second trying lamictal. Before I started lamictal I was angry and irritated every day of my life, and when I started it a lot of that went away." But I just got off lamictal. But maybe combined with Latuda would be a good idea. I worry about lamictal,though, becuase it made me off-balance physically and I fell down twice.

"Zyprexa can really make you gain weight," Latuda doesn't but thanks for the warning about Zyprexa. I will ask the pdoc about that. "so I'd watch out for that if you get your zyprexa prescription. I was only on that for a week and gained fifteen pounds." Scary. I myself have no interest in food, and have a hard time getting myself to eat at all these days.