We have a lot of time to work on me. Literally years. It's ok to spend some time asking about the CPT! And it IS good for me to know too! Disaster 2 forced her CBT "skills" on me and made me think I was absolutely crazy for having the thoughts I do. This is how the CBT conversation came up between me & C in the first place. She really screwed me up, so I'm needing a deprogramming from her version of therapy and learn "proper" therapy and techniques.

I know there are so many veterans out there that need help. It hurts me to see them falling through the cracks due to terrible healthcare. My grandfather, three uncles and my aunt have all served. My father-in-law is also a veteran. IMO veterans deserve the best of everything available. You are the reason we have freedom. I give to the Wounded Warriors project every month to help pay medical costs. (Hmmm...I wonder if they provide mental health coverage?) You absolutely, 100% deserve a permanent T. You deserve unlimited sessions. I'm wondering if the VA won't help, can you get lost cost private insurance to pick up extra expenses? Medicare, Medicaid? Are you on disability? I am on permanent disability and even though I have private insurance, I still have Medicare. It picks up the costs that my insurance doesn't cover 100%. Or what about going through your county's free services? Like here we have SA centers that treat people for free, and the health department also offers free/low cost treatment.