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Originally Posted by Trippin2.0
It feels like working is destroying my soul.
I keep looking for excuses to not go in, I hate feeling trapped, so much it actually triggers me into wishing I had rather woken up dead.
The only reason I have not quit is money. We need to eat and such.
I sure as hell don't feel accomplished for being miserable beyond belief and not quitting.
I can't even work toward anything either, too little money, too much responsibility... Ugh
Working feels like a terminal illness.
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Right?
Why else do you think that I'm so obsessed with my idea of starting an online business?
I hate working. I only do it to pay for my living expenses and save up money so that I don't have to work a regular job my whole life. In fact, I would choose death over wasting my life for over 40 hours a week every week doing something that doesn't interest or stimulate me. Why live and be miserable if we're going to die eventually anyways?
I believe that humans were evolved to be creative thinkers; not mindless servants working a job that doesn't provide any intellectual stimulation. Unfortunately, thanks to the greed of a few, the many have to be mindless obedient slaves to survive.
I don't care about capitalism or the corporate rat race all that much. All I want out of life is to eventually get one of those custom cabinet homes made out of recycled shipping containers for cheap and buy a cheap piece of land to place it on and get solar power and a water well for water so that I can live off the grid and not pay rent or most of my utilities and be able to have the freedom to do things that interest me and live life how I choose without having to worry about making enough money by working most of my life to pay rent or bills aside from maybe a couple small ones while hopefully making what impact that I can in the world without having to sacrifice doing things that I actually enjoy or living the type of life that I want in the process.
Some might call me crazy for wanting this over an expensive car, house, and a regular family, however, I know that I cannot be happy without a life where I'm not free to do what interests me.