About 3 weeks ago I had a moment where everything hit me in terms of the decisions I've made over my life.. but especially the last 7 years since I met and married my wife. I've been on meds for about 6 months now but it's only been my recent switch to Abilify and Wellbutrin that things started feeling 'normal'. But now everything seems so clear. I'm stunned by my actions and what it has done to my life and how they have affected my wife and family. I dropped my entire career and burnt all the bridges in that field to pursue an art/craft... with no past background in the arts or how to run small businesses. This decision has affected my marriage in so many ways due to the financial stress and my obsession. Now I've lost all interest in this craft and am struggling to figure out what to do next. I feel like I've been deluded.... that damn pursuit for fame and glory. What was I thinking?? I feel like I was blind and I can't figure out who that person was that did this.

Do other people have these moments where everything becomes more clear??