Thanks BioChe and Hopeless!! I feel so good about getting it paid!

Today I was tempted to gamble but didnt and worked instead. So this is two good days in a row and clearly see that by being responsible the benefits are Im not in a gambling hangover and upset the next day.

Im coming out of a three month depression and the urge to gamble is strong, I need to keep abstaining, and will be a challenge as when working I have money coming in and so easy to divert, I guess I need to go one day at a time strong!