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Originally Posted by I.Am.The.End.
Is that true?
I can't ever change my past, so it will always be on my "record" that I was a loser. No matter what I do, I can't make up for that. I can't go back and make the right decisions and erase the ones that completely ruined my life. No matter how much I apparently "improve", I would always be a loser anyway. I'm just sort of broken in that way. I'll just always be looked down upon by how long it took me to be a fully functional human being. It's just one of the many reasons I avoid trying to make friends and of course my lack of a huge friend circle contributes to me being a loser. Go figure.  |
Nobody anywhere can get into a time machine and change our personal history. We just can't. Who wrote the time line for being a fully functional human being? There is no time line. Every body is doing their best to survive day in day out.
Maybe others are judging you, then again maybe they are focused on their own worlds. I admit to being clueless about what others think. I didn't get to that class where we are taught mind reading 101. In hindsight would we really want to know what others think? Maybe they think a great deal more of us than we would credit.
In the end it does not matter what others think of us. It's what we think of ourselves. The number of friends that we have will vary through out the years. From my understanding most people have very few people that they would really call a friend. Acquaintances are another matter. Even then....
You aren't a loser. You are a survivor doing the best you can to get through each day. Celebrate your victories.
