I'm relapsing!! I've been off my meds for 5 and a half weeks. I'm paranoid, delusional, hallucinating, self harming. I just saw my CPN (Community Psychiatric Nurse). He has mentioned the hospital but I am NOT going there. I'll be fine. He is off next week so I'm seeing him in 2 weeks time. None of my family knows what's going on. I can't rely on my 2 friends. It's not fair on them. He is disappointed in me as I was doing so well on my meds too. I was stable.