Hey. I can relate to the negative self talk but that is the illness talking, not you. What is enough anyway? There is always someone who is gonna make us feel inAdequate when we measure ourselves against them. Please remember that life isn't a race and that a lot of the so called milestones that the world or ourselves may want or expect do not always occur on the time table we would like them to; That doEsnt mean they won't ever happen though.

Also- my friend who is married and was once again arguing with his spouse over something stupid said he was sometimes very jealous of my singleness. And my friend the homeowner who keeps having problems with her roof is envious of me being a renter and not being responsible for fixing it when something goes wrong with my place. So the grass is always greener. Hang in there. Hugs.