Doing okay. My cats staged a coup de etat against me when I wouldn't wake up this morning though. Can't a girl sleep late without getting pounced on?! Sigh.
Anyway, I am determined to clean up my messy house today- once agin it's the kitchen and dishes that I am avoiding. I wish I had a dishwasher. Ah well. I can do this. Well at least I can try anyway.
I am planning on going to a free outdoor concert tonite, a cover band that is supposed to be be good. Part of me wants to blow it off bc it's an hour away but I know I will regret it. All is fine here, I'm just feeling a bit pathetic and wishing my life was a little more like the people on tv and in the books I read. I would just like things to be easy and actually go my way for once. I have leaned enough fuucking lessons from the universe, thank you. I am tired of carrying more than my fair share of bad luck around on my back. I just want things to actually be okay and not have my life implode just when I am actually feeling good. Is that really too much to ask?? Anyway, take care everybody.
Still here...
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