Sometimes we get stuck and can't take a step.

I'm sorry you're frozen in place. I think you will be until you let someone who's willing to help, see your situation.

Then you have to accept their help.

Then you have to do what they advise.

It's kind of a huge deal to put yourself in someone else's hands, so I get it. I get the fear.

At some point, you will have to prioritize. Then things will (or will not, depending on your choices) improve for you.

Until then, rant as much as you want to. It's probably good for you.

((Maven))