Psych meds suck, I've had tons of adverse reactions to them. Especially Geodon, I refuse to take that medicine because it caused my eyes to roll back. The doctor just put me on Cogentin but that didn't help so I got a new doctor who immediately pulled me off of it and said that I was having an allergic reaction. Later I found out it was actually a EPS symptom and either way I should have been off that medication as soon as it happened. I have trouble with my memory now too, I can't remember conversations most of the time. I'm having constant involuntary jerking of my body too, possibly TD but I need the doctor to check it out when I go see him in a few weeks to know for sure. I hate taking medications but I know I need them so I won't go off of them. I used to always go off my medications for a few months at a time when I was first diagnosed but I learned the hard way that I need them.