I don't disagree. I just don't know how to overcome my OCD anymore. The meds used to help so well. I can't live where I feel dirty, even though I kind of am now. But most of my stuff is protected. I thought maybe I could move into this brand new building being built for elderly people, but they've got over 200 people applied for 74 rooms, and it isn't finished being built yet. Not the safest area, either.

Had some tears today. Never enough.