I'm doing okay. Not so crazy today. More focused and not as paranoid.

I was going to talk more today to the person I mentioned but I think I'll wait until tomorrow. I don't want to do it today but I don't want to just spit it out after I see the doctor I'll look like an asshole.

I see the doctor on Thursday. I'll be honest with the doctor and ask for an antidepressant and an antipsychotic. And accept the rec for a shrink. Hopefully that'll set me straight.