I'm sorry you're not doing well, friend. It sounds like you need to get some sleep. You're not making a lot of sense.

You won't be alone forever. You never know who might be there waiting for a great guy like you.

You have to try your hardest to start thinking better about yourself. If you like yourself, other people will like you too. I know it's hard, almost impossible when you feel so down. But honestly, you are nothing at all what your mind tells you you are. Try to face the negative thoughts and turn them around. Maybe just start telling yourself every morning one positive thing you like about yourself, or you think others like about you. Or even something that's just "not so bad". You're passionate, I can tell that. That's one thing. You're a hard worker, that's another. You're caring. And I don't even know you that well.

You have the power. I know you do.

I hope we both get some sleep soon.