Massive (((((hugggggggg))))) for you East...I can't imagine how exasperated you must be, by now, with all you've been going through at their hands.

This may sound ridiculous and over the top, but is there any chance at all you could contact someone over their heads? ...and possibly explain what you've been dealing with these last few weeks? CPN's that are used to dealing with compliant, unquestioning people (and perhaps are a bit into the blame/shame game) might just be about due for a come-uppins from their supervisor, it seems to me.

Are you reluctant to report, because it could cause you problems down the line? And , if that's the case, I would be even more insistent on urging you to report problems with these individuals. Because that would mean, they are too full of themselves, and have lost their whole reason for working in healthcare, in the first place. (ie., they are a danger to people now.)

As for your situation, I would start calling the nearest large city Mental Health offices/hospital, and see about possibly going there for a bit (possibly inpatient? for just ,? a lil bit?, to get meds squared away and have access to docs, etc.?),.. and also from there, discussing the issues you've had in your town.

Maybe I've been watching too much TV, but it seems there should be a system of redress for people in your position.

Like I said before , if I were only there in person...! THIS lil ex-pat American would get you some answers.