Good morning everyone.

Hugs to everyone struggling right now.

I was allowed to go home for the weekend to see how I do. It's possible I'll be discharged from the hospital on Monday. We'll see. I had a bad night last night.

My mom thankfully has listened to me and is talking to my dad about things before I call him today. I hope I can find out some useful information; some answers that may explain if I could have gotten these problems genetically.

I was lectured on Thursday by my nurse and wife to stay in medication compliance with the Zyprexa. They told me if I quit then I will just get psychotic symptoms again, and my wife does not want that happening. I just don't think I have that big of a problem to warrant needing these meds...