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Originally Posted by Gr3tta_0
My brain has been avoiding it but im starting to realize how afraid i am i will be rejected as an organ donor. If that happens i fear my reaction. The first intake appointment for my wife is Thurs, but i don't know about time table for me. I have a Dr. appt on Tues but now its occurring to me maybe i better just renew my sleep meds and keep my mouth shut otherwise.
That way everything i can't erase stays in remission, at least.
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I can empathise as I worried exactly the same thing when it looked like my mum would need a new liver. I decided that I would seriously downplay my difficulties because the thought that my mum could die because I have some BS diagnosis was worse than anything else. It is a really difficult situation though because you need help too and I can see that you're trying so hard to keep it all together for your wife's sake...I wish that you could seek help and still help your wife, in fact seeking help would help you better be there for her, but they could theoretically use it against you...I'm so sorry Gr3tta. I wish things were easier for you
PM me if you want to talk some more. Obviously I wasn't in the same situation as you and I don't know exactly how you feel, but there were some similarities
*Willow*