Then you are not addicted and I think you are still young. It is my understanding that males brains continue to develop well into their 20s. Make sure you are eating healthy and though I think it is best to go without psych drugs if you can, sometimes people cope better with life with them. It can take a while to develop healthy habits conducive to fostering creativity (I get my best ideas while I am walking, running or brainstorming with other people). Exercise and meditation are drug free ways to cope with anxiety....