hi. you might need a different doctor. i know this isn't a popular opinion, but ive actually had better success with genuinely caring family doctors than with most psychiatrists. family doctors keep an eye on one's overall health, and they're good about keeping the doses of more potentially toxic drugs, such as the tranquilizers/antipsychotics, as low as possible.

i hope you can get safe, effective help for your problems and move forward in life.