Here is the situation. I do not have a good relationship with parents. I recently moved into an apartment, there was one other guy but he has gone on holiday now so I am alone atm. Due to also my own issues I have been in bed for two months already. I contacted a few old friends from childhood but they were always busy or did not respond.
This town is small, there is no actual club here. I tried volunteering but during summer they don't really need you often.
1. If you wanted to meet or hang out with people, where would you go? What would you do with your day?
2. I am actually a sociable person but I also often end up alone unfortunately? I had a lonely childhood mostly and have no siblings. One of ex friends met me once and said "what are you going to do, be a loner/hermit"? In my language they used a word which means same and is pretty negative. They didn't meet up with me again and sometimes I worry it's because they think badly of me for being alone - maybe - and if they do it is not my fault. I don't want to be like this so what should I do?
Do you think this is what put others off me? Do you think they see I am lonely or just consider me as an outsider and that is the reason they do not want to hang out?