We just got word my husbands best friend is coming the 14th. I had to cancel on my sister that was coming that day. I feel like **** but he hasn't seen his friend in about 3 years. I don't have enough room in our house for both . Why can't I be normal? I'm not sure I can fake happy for that long plus I'm hardly talking and when I do I'm asked why I'm mad. It's not that I don't like them just I have nothing in common with them accept my husband. I don't work, I sit on my ***, headphones on listening to music, surfing the web, get up cook dinner, interact for a little then back on the computer until dinner. He's a great friend. He even called me when I was in the hospital. It's like every year I get worse. It's hard when he's use to the hyper side of me. IDK. My thoughts are starting to get all muddled.