He put me through a lot of pain, but then there were some of the most fun moments ive ever had.

Thing is, because im alone so often and considering where i live (in the country), idk if ill ever find someone else. Im not trying to replace him right now. But i keep thinking, i guess i had this idea in my head that by the end of my 20s i wouldve settled down at least by dating someone seriously.

Idk what im saying. We dated for a year and a half. Maybe this is just the end of it.

Its like i knew this was coming. Because he was going to this group home. But I still wasnt prepared. I was just living in the moment.