I don't particularily like him at the moment. I thought he was just booked up prior to the holidays - turns out he went on vacation. Way early. Not impressed. It's a different system than most though, since he works through the university... but I kinda wish I had known he was going on vacation over a week early.

He left just when I was going through crises too (my grandad dying, then my dog)... so we're going to have a lot to talk about when I see him at the end of the first week of January... so long away, bah.

I don't know if I trust or like him anymore... in fact, I honestly feel like I shouldnt go back... maybe I dont need to... I so wish I could believe that entirely.

Sigh. I hate conflicting feelings and thoughts.