I had a great time on the okcupid dating website. The only problem is that the women who wanted something real I couldn't muster up the chemistry. There were a few women that drove me mad in a good way. It's funny, i'm such a relaxed guy, but when I meet the right woman I start to question everything in my life and I'm just a nervous wreck during the second date. God, the feeling of driving home after a first date and you have that euphoric high at first. Then you get near your home and park, and you start to question what you're doing with your life, how you might not be able to provide, your instability, all your little problems seem to magnify because you care so much. Anyways, those ladies see the crack in confidence and question if they want to be with a man like me. It gives me hope though. I haven't tried in quite some time...