Is there such a thing?
Pdoc and tdoc both know about stuff that happened over 40 years ago and it sort of figures int their thinking. It was a lot more risk taking and just plain bizarre behavior than I have done in the decades since.
Today I was reminded of an incident that was 3 years ago when I was really hyper and excited about kayaking at the beach using a kayak that had no business being in the ocean. It was one of the plastic ones from K Mart that cost under $200 with an open cockpit meant for paddling small lakes/ponds and rivers with no rapids. I got swamped in the surf (somewhat safely near shore) a few times and insisted on trying again and again until I made it past the breakers and I paddled out to where the waves were big rollers and surfed one in. I was out far enough that it would have been a call to have a boat do the rescue if I had dumped. Surfing the big wave in was an amazing experience but it was incredibly stupid in that boat.
Anyway, I had not remembered that in talking to pdoc and tdoc, so I do have a high risk incident a lot more recently than I had told them, but it still was 3 years ago. OTOH, there cold be something else I am forgetting.
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