bbygrl110615 I am sorry for the loss of your dad. It is not easy and we never find it easy to accept we did the best we could. But you did do the best you could. You really showed him you cared and in the end he just wanted to die at home. so he got his last wish.

I lost my dad in october and I am fighting back the tears reading your story. Grief seems to be an onion that I keep peeling back but other layers of grief emerge. I keep thinking he is not suffering now. That is some reassurance.

I have had to find the things that gave me strength before and turn myself towards them: exercise and yoga, friends and support group, good food and enough sleep, online support here at Psych Central.

Hope you get the support you are looking for.