I've been wondering how you were doing. I'm sorry about school. My mom was a college professor and it seemed like every semester she had at least one student dealing with mental illness and struggling (or needing to drop the class). There was one student who tried so hard and just couldn't meet the requirements even with a great deal of help and my mom was the one who had to tell her. She earned a degree in another field, went to grad school in that field and then got really stable so went back to school and got the degree she had wanted in the first place. She's not working in that field successfully. So there is hope.

That is a lot of medication! I can't believe you are awake.

I hope you start really feeling better soon.