Since my DX is relatively new I think about it a lot.. probably too much. I've read Touched by Fire, Unquiet Mind and Too Bright to See, Too Loud to hear twice each. I analyze my behavior too often. Lately that has quieted down a lot... but when I start feeling symptoms it happens again. You can track this by looking at my posting activity here. :-) It's been a long time since I've posted... but right now things seem to be destabilizing again (could be situational due to work stress). Can't wait to see my therapist next week.