I'm going to keep busy by visiting family. I'd like to take a trip and visit an old friend. Hopefully this will turn out OK.

I am very much ready for the New Year. I set a few goals last year- One of which I may actually achieve by the new year.

As for therapy, I am deliberately not going to email or write my T to prove to myself just to reaffirm to myself that therapy is something I want to do not need to do. This may be the a**whole in me resurfacing again but I just don't want to feel dependent. Guess I'm just feeling kind of stupid even thinking about therapy.