I'm sick, in pain, mind is racing, can't sit still or concentrate, can't focus on anything long enough to distract from the racing thoughts......it's not horrible.....I'm coping but it's not good either......had trouble sleeping last night and was talking in my sleep again according to my hubby....I was yelling at my son again according to him.....restless even in my sleep......I'm tired but wired....drinking a 20oz Red Bull and not sure if it's a good idea or bad......tomorrow I will know just how screwed my families situation might be........everyone telling me not to worry but unlike them I don't have a switch I can flip to turn it off.....it's not as easy as just not thinking. I hate to complain....it's not that bad.....or maybe it is......I don't know. I'm stressed, that much I know. (((Hugs to all who need or want them)))