Hello Bluedog: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral! I'm sorry it's not possible for me to share energy with you. But there can be a lot of support available here on PC. The more you post, & reply to other members' posts, the more a part of the community you will become. Plus, once you've had 5 posts reviewed & approved, you'll be able to interact with other members in real time via PC's chat rooms. Lots of great stuff. So please keep posting!