I wish I could have a good relationship with my parents. I love them but I don't like them. I shut down around them and I get really sad. They are getting older and it is starting to show. I don't know what it is. I don't know why. My mom really annoys me. My dad is ok but I just don't have much to say to them. I feel really awful for them...they try, but they try with paying for things. And their solution to everything is for me to move back home with my kids. So not the right thing to do. My brother had a long talk with my mom...while on our first and only vacation all together. He brought me up...which he shouldn't have, but he did. I felt really bad for them. I still do and it is weighing on me really bad.
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