(((((Jacq)))) i hope you're not hard on yourself, the world will do that for you...

look inside, there is a beautiful person there... you may not feel it or believe it now, but it is the cloudy haze that is hiding it...

dont smile, dont be happy if it feels fakey... i know all about that... had to do it at work all these years and its hard and it hurts..

take your time and give patience and count your strengths, the ones you can believe in, and those smiles will come naturally.. those are the best kind to have..