|
Can't ****ing sleep...AGAIN...I mean, what the ****. I was so depressed I could barely make it from the couch to bed and I just want to go to sleep to forget all this but NO.
Having more self harm thoughts but no images yet. Very passive, I'd be better off dead type stuff. I would never take action though. I do wish I could harm myself but I've been "clean" since February 3 2016. I'm not ruining everything I've worked for.
Maybe my nurse will call me back tomorrow. Not like it makes a difference, she's not going to do anything over the phone. But I just have to make it till Thursday.
**** man. Seriously over this ********.
__________________
Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
|