I have contamination OCD. I have tried drugs - didn't work. Therapy - worked for a while now not working.

My son caught ringworm. Of course I've been the one that's had to treat it. Twice a day everyday putting cream on these sores. Now I caught it. I'm going out of my mind. I just don't know if it's worth it anymore to keep living with this. My brain seems determined to destroy me, and I'm feeling like just giving in and destroying myself.