Ok. Where can I learn to live like a regular person? I am very worried about myself like this. I have now been inside alone almost two weeks excluding going to the shop twice...
You can't demand anything? I can't rot in obscurity, that is what I really can't do. If at least he does not do something, and he didn't, then I really don't know. It doesn't look like a good quality of life. As I said what if I end up a broke older woman at grandma's? Not to mention where is my own life. Don't think anybody would say a word so everything points to the fact nobody cares. At all. I don't know if I will learn anything at grandma's or nothing. And anyway parents are supposed to take care of you or I would have been better off in an orphanage. I am in a very bad situation.