Basically you are saying once you hit 18, it is too late for anyone to help? I don't believe that and never will..
I was supposed to continue with education this year. But like I said I need to find help while I am young, I fear going there alone for the several years might not affect me well. What do you think?
Also since this is happening, can you please tell me WHERE to turn for help with my life? I explained about psychiatrists and therapists already. I need something more concrete. Do you know of anything please?