If I had had someone who cared about me, I would still be working even with my mental problems. But when I had my break down in 2001 and got caught in the Florida legal system on alcohol related charges it destroyed any chance for me. I moved to Lake City, Florida in 2005 thinking that I could get mental health treatment at this VA and get back to some type of work. It did not happen. The mental health staff would not talk to me about dissociative disorders and because of that I never felt safe again.

Now I am back here to die. I will file for early social security in October and wait to die.