So I am still in hospital, the consultant suggested a discharge date for this Friday, so I'm just kind of waiting around for that. Maybe they'll let me go sooner, not sure. I've been having some better days and some not so good days. My mood has been fluctuating a lot, just want it to kind of level out now so I know where I stand. My suicidal thoughts, while still there (they are always there to some degree) are not so overwhelming anymore so that's something at least...