Not a moment too soon. She's fitting me in tonight at 7:30 thank god because I am so ****ing agitated I think I'm going to snap. I feel like ripping all my skin off. Self harm thoughts are high. I'm listening to inspiring music to take my mind off of it. I have one hour of work left and then I dunno what to do because I shouldn't go home and sit around alone. I guess I'll go to the store. Forgot to go grocery shopping yesterday.
Just breathe I will be ok I have to be but **** this I hate meds and med changes ****ing ********.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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