I'm still in control of my thoughts at this point so I am not in danger. She never called to confirm I can come in tonight but I'm just going to show up anyway. She leaves at 8. I'm afraid the doors will be locked because the IOP program usually ends early on mondays but hopefully she will tell the security guy that I'm coming. She's so flighty I wouldn't be surprised if she didn't. But that's just anxiety on my part.

I'm trying to get my **** together enough to complete these two assignments. I haven't done any work in the past week. I have two more weeks left in this course and even though I think I'm dropping the program I'd like to complete it. Two more major assignments and a final exam, plus three minor assignments. I hope I can pull together some ******** and pass.