Just need to share.. I've been feeling really sh*tty about my life for a while now. I have an illness that shouldn't be serious but is limiting my life a great deal. I can hardly go out, can't work..

I've lost most of my friends and don't really even want to see anyone as I'm so ashamed of my illness and just get really jealous of everything other people have and are able to do. Then I feel ashamed and guilty for feeling that way, so I just don't want to put myself through all that pain..

I'm taking steps to get better but it's insanely hard work and progress is infuriatingly slow.. Just needed to get this out as sometimes, the pain gets too hard to carry inside alone..