Today would be my normal day with T but she is on vacation this week. Normally I struggle a bit with missing a week but I work through it. She always tells me she will have her laptop so email if need be. Usually I will once during her week off. However, after everything that transpired during and after I feel like I need to not email this time. She did end up emailing me last week to check in to see how I was doing and to tell me she cares and was thinking about me. There were a couple emails back and forth but whatever I said she kept deflecting it and saying you need to talk to Emdrt. I know emailing her now would likely make things worse. I know next week things will work out once we talk but between still feeling like crap from EMDR, hubby essentially, telling me to get over it, and being upset with how things transpired, it is a struggle..