I took the half klonopin and I feel better. Still irritable but I'm not panicking. I think I can have a rational conversation with my nurse. I was envisioning me ending up in handcuffs for refusing IP but I think I'm calm enough now that she won't recommend it.
I'm starting to get the images now. That's when things really go south for me. But they're not real. I just have to remind myself that I'm in control.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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