this has been going on for a few days now, and each day it is getting worse and worse

my new T is nice, but i just dont feel like i can trust her yet... i'm too nervous to say anything to her about it
i've tried what feels like everything to get them to stop, i've tried singing, i've tried listening to headphones, i've tried ignoring them, i've tried talking to them... it doesn't feel like anything is helping