I'm sorry about my post earlier.....I took a bath....had a good deep cry and got some feelings out and now feel a smudge better. I'm really suffering badly but wrote my doctor, increased my meds and will wait and see. Things with my son have improved and he is staying in the programs......I think I've been getting by on pure anxiety filed energy....now I'm depleted and my body and mind are bottoming out.....I need to ride this wave until smooth waters rise again. (((Hugs)))